Some old poems and lyrics
Flora Contrarious
There's this feeling in the pit of my chest,
Growing,
Spreading,
Like a pertinacious weed.
It take control of me,
Body,
Mind.
It puts thoughts in my head that are so far from my thoughts of old,
Wild,
Crazy.
It grabs a hold of me and pulls,
Gently,
Forcefully.
It pulls me,
Closer
To
You.
L***
So you see,
There was this idea,
Hundreds of thousands of millions of years ago,
Thats when it all started.
Just a small, tiny, miniscule thought,
That grew,
And spread,
And caught on almost everywhere.
It pushed out all other ideas from people's minds.
It was tyrannical,
& stubborn,
And drove many mad,
But wherever there was lack of this idea,
Became a harsh, desert of a land, where life was scarce and hope had been lost long ago.
But man was not ready for the dawning of this idea,
Nor will it ever be,
So when the imperfection of man came together with this entirely perfect thought,
Great tragedies occured.
Wars raged,
Families bickered,
Lives were lost.
But sometimes for a moment or two,
Man had an epiphany, where he truly understood this thought,
And when this happened,
Great wonders occured.
Wars ended,
Families united,
Lives were gained.
This one tiny, overwhelming thought,
This one small, abstract thought,
This amazing, astronomical feeling,
Is positively inescapable.
Journey
Walking down the dangerously wide pathways of my mind,
I had a realization,
My feelings are my creations of constant frustrations,
But they are mine which makes them of my own design.
And who has the right to tell me to fight against that which is mine alone?
I had a realization,
My mind is mine alone,
And you have no right,
To tell me what to do,
How to feel,
What to think.
You have no right,
To tell me what's right,
Whether or not I am in my right mind.
Wonderful
Sometime I wonder,
Sometimes I wonder if it'll all be okay,
Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one to feel this way,
Sometimes I wonder why I'm so hopeless,
Sometimes I wonder why with mountains of friends I still feel alone,
Sometimes I wonder whether my life's worth a damn,
Sometimes I wonder why they all left me here,
Sometimes I wonder,
Where is the wonder?
Falling
I feel like I'm falling,
s o f t l y,
through an ocean of "what if's",
s l o w l y,
floating down like a feather,
s e n s i t i v e l y,
being questioned by myself,
s u r e l y,
climbing back to the surface,
[yet]
s e d u c t i v e l y,
being drawn back,
Down.
Demon In Disguise
Oh, you poison everyone that you say you love,
The lies, so devious and destructive,
I--- think--you- are---
Well you know what you are,
Don't you!? Don't you?! You do----
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
Oh, you spread heartbreak like a disease,
The kisses, so dark and stolen
I--- think-you-- are---
Well you know what you are,
Don't you!? Don't you?! You do----
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
Oh, you burn the one that hurts your pride,
The flame, so strong and unrelenting.
I--- think--you - are---
Well you know what you are,
Don't you!? Don't you?! You do----
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Demon in disguise,
woaaahhhh,
you're a demon in disguise,
woahhhh,
demon in disguise,
How else would I have--
Believed your lies-------^
Kerosene Clean 11-6-06
Stub my toes again,
But its painless compared to what you do,
This misery seems to have taken a life of its own,
I'm living without a clue.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
They say time can heal anything,
But I can't see how its true,
Still I'll keep my head up,
And fight to see this through.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
I'm doing my best to move forward,
Even though I awake with salt on my cheeks,
I'll just wash my face,
And find a way to plug up these leaks.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
My Charred Fairytale 11-6-06
There was once a girl,
With the most issues in her world,
Longing for love,
Asking for it from above,
The problem you see,
She had more pet peaves than a five time divorcee,
But she hoped and she prayed,
And waited for the day,
When her prince would appear on the horizon.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
There once was a girl,
With the most broken heart in her world,
Longing for peace,
Asking for keeps,
The problem you see,
This girl was me,
And although I didn't hope or pray,
And stopped waiting for the day,
My prince appeared on the horizon.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
Heart's Unrest 10-29-06
I put my heart on a pedastle,
Although no one knew,
To keep it safe from breaking,
I was faking till it seemed true,
Trusting seemed so hard,
I never paid my due,
Always looking outside-in,
Atleast until I loved you.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him love me.
I told you how I felt,
And you seemed to feel the same,
We were perfect for awhile,
Until it went insane,
You said I was too much,
And every word caused me pain,
You didn't see how it could work,
And my fairytale burst into flame.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him love me.
You left me as a broken package,
I'm trying to move on,
But nothing seems to go right anymore,
Now that the simplicity is gone,
I try to keep my head up,
I try to look towards the dawn,
But my summer's turned to winter,
And I'm just the Fate's jester pawn.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him love me.
I buried my heart far below,
Although no one knew,
To hide the fact that it was broken,
And I'll keep faking till its true,
Trusting is that much harder,
Now that I've overpaid my due,
Always looking inside-out,
Atleast till I forget..you.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him not love me.
Lets Start A Revolution
Ladies & Gentleman,
Can I have your attention please,
In a world of everyday misapprehension,
Dare I to mention,
My contention,
Against this day and age.
The theory of out with the old and in with the new,
The idiotic convention,
Of mindlessness renewed.
I say we start a revolution,
And destroy this world of theoretical substitution.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
Now its time for act two,
Of my sinful revue,
Against these sad, sorry fools,
That are clueless at what to do,
So may I imbue,
My personal view,
So as I rid myself of this telapathic pollution,
I recall the theory of organic evolution,
And try not to regress,
To the state that your false maker suggests,
Of whats true to the media,
As they try to rewrite the encyclopedias,
To show distrubutions of prostitution,
Which are causing me these delusions of persecution.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
This one's a bit of a goofy one
Vixation...Fixation...Love?
I hate you,
'Cause I love you,
And you make it so hard to not think of you,
I think of you,
'Cause I love you,
But you frustrate me so damn much that its hard not to hate you.
'Cause
You drive me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you make me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you make me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And make me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
Like my heart's going to,
BEAT, BEAT, BEAT, BEAT,
Outta my chest,
But you know that one's the best.
You say you love me,
And I love you too,
But sometimes we don't match up in what we say and do,
You drive me crazy,
I drive you crazy,
But baby its all part of our crazy chemistry.
'Cause
You drive me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you make me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you make me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And make me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
Like my heart's going to,
BEAT, BEAT, BEAT, BEAT,
Outta my chest,
But you know that one's the best.
You say we're busy,
And I know we're busy,
But I miss you so much I don't know what to say,
You say you miss me too,
But our schedules don't coincide with what we wanna do.
And
You drive me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you make me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you make me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And make me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
Like my heart's going to,
BEAT, BEAT, BEAT, BEAT,
Outta my chest,
But you know that one's the best.
Well it seems like Fate had a different plan,
And I don't think I'll ever completely understand,
But if we're happy apart with her holding you,
Then you know what,
That's okay too.
You drove me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you made me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you made me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And made me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
But my heart's going to,
Survive without you.
There's this feeling in the pit of my chest,
Growing,
Spreading,
Like a pertinacious weed.
It take control of me,
Body,
Mind.
It puts thoughts in my head that are so far from my thoughts of old,
Wild,
Crazy.
It grabs a hold of me and pulls,
Gently,
Forcefully.
It pulls me,
Closer
To
You.
L***
So you see,
There was this idea,
Hundreds of thousands of millions of years ago,
Thats when it all started.
Just a small, tiny, miniscule thought,
That grew,
And spread,
And caught on almost everywhere.
It pushed out all other ideas from people's minds.
It was tyrannical,
& stubborn,
And drove many mad,
But wherever there was lack of this idea,
Became a harsh, desert of a land, where life was scarce and hope had been lost long ago.
But man was not ready for the dawning of this idea,
Nor will it ever be,
So when the imperfection of man came together with this entirely perfect thought,
Great tragedies occured.
Wars raged,
Families bickered,
Lives were lost.
But sometimes for a moment or two,
Man had an epiphany, where he truly understood this thought,
And when this happened,
Great wonders occured.
Wars ended,
Families united,
Lives were gained.
This one tiny, overwhelming thought,
This one small, abstract thought,
This amazing, astronomical feeling,
Is positively inescapable.
Journey
Walking down the dangerously wide pathways of my mind,
I had a realization,
My feelings are my creations of constant frustrations,
But they are mine which makes them of my own design.
And who has the right to tell me to fight against that which is mine alone?
I had a realization,
My mind is mine alone,
And you have no right,
To tell me what to do,
How to feel,
What to think.
You have no right,
To tell me what's right,
Whether or not I am in my right mind.
Wonderful
Sometime I wonder,
Sometimes I wonder if it'll all be okay,
Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one to feel this way,
Sometimes I wonder why I'm so hopeless,
Sometimes I wonder why with mountains of friends I still feel alone,
Sometimes I wonder whether my life's worth a damn,
Sometimes I wonder why they all left me here,
Sometimes I wonder,
Where is the wonder?
Falling
I feel like I'm falling,
s o f t l y,
through an ocean of "what if's",
s l o w l y,
floating down like a feather,
s e n s i t i v e l y,
being questioned by myself,
s u r e l y,
climbing back to the surface,
[yet]
s e d u c t i v e l y,
being drawn back,
Down.
Demon In Disguise
Oh, you poison everyone that you say you love,
The lies, so devious and destructive,
I--- think--you- are---
Well you know what you are,
Don't you!? Don't you?! You do----
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
Oh, you spread heartbreak like a disease,
The kisses, so dark and stolen
I--- think-you-- are---
Well you know what you are,
Don't you!? Don't you?! You do----
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
Oh, you burn the one that hurts your pride,
The flame, so strong and unrelenting.
I--- think--you - are---
Well you know what you are,
Don't you!? Don't you?! You do----
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Pulling the wool over everyone's eyes.
You're a demon in disguise,
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise,
Planning your own friends' demise.
You're a demon in disguise!
Wwwwooooaaaahhhh
Demon in disguise!
Demon in disguise,
woaaahhhh,
you're a demon in disguise,
woahhhh,
demon in disguise,
How else would I have--
Believed your lies-------^
Kerosene Clean 11-6-06
Stub my toes again,
But its painless compared to what you do,
This misery seems to have taken a life of its own,
I'm living without a clue.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
They say time can heal anything,
But I can't see how its true,
Still I'll keep my head up,
And fight to see this through.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
I'm doing my best to move forward,
Even though I awake with salt on my cheeks,
I'll just wash my face,
And find a way to plug up these leaks.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
I think my heart's bursted,
From pain insead of joy,
But I'll just wipe the blood away with kerosene,
Cause I refuse to be your toy.
My Charred Fairytale 11-6-06
There was once a girl,
With the most issues in her world,
Longing for love,
Asking for it from above,
The problem you see,
She had more pet peaves than a five time divorcee,
But she hoped and she prayed,
And waited for the day,
When her prince would appear on the horizon.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
There once was a girl,
With the most broken heart in her world,
Longing for peace,
Asking for keeps,
The problem you see,
This girl was me,
And although I didn't hope or pray,
And stopped waiting for the day,
My prince appeared on the horizon.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
Damsel in distress,
Plagued by boredom,
Girl who cries herself to sleep,
She lived a brief fairytale,
Until it caught flame,
Now its charred and smoldering in the worst of ways.
Heart's Unrest 10-29-06
I put my heart on a pedastle,
Although no one knew,
To keep it safe from breaking,
I was faking till it seemed true,
Trusting seemed so hard,
I never paid my due,
Always looking outside-in,
Atleast until I loved you.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him love me.
I told you how I felt,
And you seemed to feel the same,
We were perfect for awhile,
Until it went insane,
You said I was too much,
And every word caused me pain,
You didn't see how it could work,
And my fairytale burst into flame.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him love me.
You left me as a broken package,
I'm trying to move on,
But nothing seems to go right anymore,
Now that the simplicity is gone,
I try to keep my head up,
I try to look towards the dawn,
But my summer's turned to winter,
And I'm just the Fate's jester pawn.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him love me.
I buried my heart far below,
Although no one knew,
To hide the fact that it was broken,
And I'll keep faking till its true,
Trusting is that much harder,
Now that I've overpaid my due,
Always looking inside-out,
Atleast till I forget..you.
Scared of letting go,
Scared of being free,
Scared of loving another,
And having him not love me.
Lets Start A Revolution
Ladies & Gentleman,
Can I have your attention please,
In a world of everyday misapprehension,
Dare I to mention,
My contention,
Against this day and age.
The theory of out with the old and in with the new,
The idiotic convention,
Of mindlessness renewed.
I say we start a revolution,
And destroy this world of theoretical substitution.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
Now its time for act two,
Of my sinful revue,
Against these sad, sorry fools,
That are clueless at what to do,
So may I imbue,
My personal view,
So as I rid myself of this telapathic pollution,
I recall the theory of organic evolution,
And try not to regress,
To the state that your false maker suggests,
Of whats true to the media,
As they try to rewrite the encyclopedias,
To show distrubutions of prostitution,
Which are causing me these delusions of persecution.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
Lets start a revolution now,
And end this mass production,
Of mindless ones,
and simpletons,
Lets start a revolu---tion.
This one's a bit of a goofy one
Vixation...Fixation...Love?
I hate you,
'Cause I love you,
And you make it so hard to not think of you,
I think of you,
'Cause I love you,
But you frustrate me so damn much that its hard not to hate you.
'Cause
You drive me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you make me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you make me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And make me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
Like my heart's going to,
BEAT, BEAT, BEAT, BEAT,
Outta my chest,
But you know that one's the best.
You say you love me,
And I love you too,
But sometimes we don't match up in what we say and do,
You drive me crazy,
I drive you crazy,
But baby its all part of our crazy chemistry.
'Cause
You drive me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you make me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you make me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And make me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
Like my heart's going to,
BEAT, BEAT, BEAT, BEAT,
Outta my chest,
But you know that one's the best.
You say we're busy,
And I know we're busy,
But I miss you so much I don't know what to say,
You say you miss me too,
But our schedules don't coincide with what we wanna do.
And
You drive me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you make me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you make me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And make me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
Like my heart's going to,
BEAT, BEAT, BEAT, BEAT,
Outta my chest,
But you know that one's the best.
Well it seems like Fate had a different plan,
And I don't think I'll ever completely understand,
But if we're happy apart with her holding you,
Then you know what,
That's okay too.
You drove me crazy,
Like an old cat lady,
And you made me sad,
Like that Titanic movie,
And you made me feel guilty,
Like Stockholm Syndrome,
And made me so nervous,
So damn nervous,
But my heart's going to,
Survive without you.
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