Sometimes Say Never
I began to grow cautious of your existence, When I realized that for me, It might be more of a poison than a bitter medicine, I thought perhaps you would teach me how to grow stronger, To accept what I could not change, But it seems acceptance is not in my nature. And it is not your fault that I am this way, You've given me honesty, and friendship, and shown me your flaws, You try your hardest to make sure I have no expectations of you, But I'm also expectant- Its who I am. All these hopes that I have, sitting on the precipice of my mind, That I continually try to choke back. Because I know the way I'm feeling makes no sense, That this- this course that I wish my life would take is not an option, Not even a possibility. Yet I just can't seem to find the strength to remove you from my heart. And I don't want to have to take drastic measures and cut you out of it, Because as a person I really enjoy having you around, I may be attracted to you,