The biggest curse of my life right now is the fact that I took forever to realize what I love. It was staring me in the face and I was completely oblivious: movies. I love writing. I love being "on stage" , even though it scares the hell out of me. To put it bluntly: acting, screenwriting, directing, etc. And now I feel like I'm too old to do anything about it. I'm utterly sick of regular college. I can't afford film school. I never joined any acting circles, mostly because they weren't available to me (damn sheltered childhood). I know, I'm complaining again. I'm just having one of those days where I'm tempted to bash my head against the wall for my stupidity/blindness. I'd kill to move to London, go to film school, and get a job in the film industry. Sadly, like I said...I'm broke, and no matter how much I save up it will be too late by the time I have enough. I mean I wouldn't even be going to regular college if it wasn't f...
I suppose it's just fine to like someone for their good looks and charms, But I find their mind much more appealing , I'd rather fall for them over what their expressions betray and portray , I'd rather fall for the syrupy tones in their voice , I'd rather fall for the words they use as they try to explain their passions , I'd rather fall for the character .
The other day I came to a realization; everyone in this world is a masochist. I know it sounds weird, but think about it. There are three kinds of masochists. There are emotional masochists, physical masochists, and mental masochists. The physical are the most well-known. Usually you hear the term masochist you think bondage, or something along those lines,right? Well, that's not completely the case. You like when your significant others sucking on your neck don't you, or the little nibble on the ear or lip? And it does have the slight pain to it that's like, "ohhh, owww, mmmm..." I'm sure you get my point. Then there are emotional masochists. They're even more common, although less heard of. They're the people that know they shouldn't do something, yet they do it anyway, the ones that repeatedly put themselves in the most emotionally painful situations. However, most of them fall into a category of unconscious masochists, where they don't f...
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